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Might as well c/p my responses here as well, considering how new this blog is still in practice.


Names I go by: stellahibernis but stella for short if you feel like it.
Other Places I Can Be Found:
Twitter: stellahibernis (literally created just now, I figured I might as well)
Tumblr: stellahibernis (annoyed but I am still there...)
AO3: stellahibernis

The fannish platform(s) I am most active on is/are: I'm aiming to be active(ish) on all, though more passively on tumblr going forward, DW will probably be the most comprehensive

My main contribution(s) to fandom is/are: Writing fic, and I try to regularly rec stuff I like
Link(s) to my Masterlist(s): For now just go to my AO3, it's manageable.

Fandom(s) I enjoy: MCU is the only one I'm currently active in, I'll probably write for HP again, and rest is more passive
My favorite people/characters in this/these fandom(s) are: In MCU Steve first, then Bucky, Nat, Sam, Shuri, Wanda, Peggy etc.
Pairing(s)/grouping(s) I ship within this/these fandom(s) is/are: Stucky (and Drarry in HP)

I post/want to post mostly about: About fandom related stuff mostly, writing updates, meta post,s and just general musings, also probably what I've read and randomly whatever strikes my fancy

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I'm generally not big on setting goals at the start of the year, I tend to make resolutions and goals as appropriate any time.

Maybe the goal should be to properly sort out this blog? Finish the fic masterpost and sticky post that have been in my drafts for a long time (since 2016 when I set up this blog but never properly posted anything. I'm doing much better now). Get some more icons. Follow more people etc. That sounds like a thing to do.

And I actually thought up three writing related goals; participate in both Cap RBB and BB this year, and finally start writing the Harry Potter fic I've been thinking about doing ever since Deathly Hallows was published.

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Ooh, this is a fun one. In general, I don't have a set template to how I write my stories, but I do have some common practices, yes.

Inspiration usually just come, I can identify the specific source for only about a quarter of my ideas, the rest just apparently randomly pop up. After the idea I usually have a cooking period, when I let it ripen in my head, only make notes of specific details and phrases I may or may not end up using. I often also chat about the story with my friend (who's a bit of an odd bird in that she lives in a social media void and her sole fandom contribution is to help me sort out my stories and beta them, so from my point of view priceless) at this point. The length of the cooking period varies a lot (from mere hours to literal years). 

When it comes to writing, I may have one or more projects that I'm actively working on at one time, but I do try to (especially these days) focus on finishing them. And here's an non-sponsored product placement, I use Scrivener, which is such a good tool for building stories and keeping a track of them, something like These Are My Hands would have been so much trickier to accomplish had I been using a regular word processor. 

I've also worked on trying to eliminate the necessity of inspiration, to be able to put down words regardless of my moods, and I've done pretty well with it. Basically (around 2015 and 2016) I just made myself write every day (to a reasonable degree) with a target amount of words, and sometimes I reached it, sometimes I flew past it, sometimes I could barely manage a quarter, but after a while it did become easier. These days writing is a pretty comfortable habit, and while I might feel eh about it, I'll still sit down and when I've actually started writing it tends to work. Not every day, there definitely are times when nothing happens (looking at you, yesterday. Today's word count is 890), but much less frequently now.

When the draft is done, if it's a long one, I'll usually take a break for at least a week and then read it to see if the plot hangs together and if I need to add or remove or change something. My friend does the same, and after these adjustments have been made comes the fixing of grammar and spelling, working away awkwardness of phrases, and beta reading. With short stories the plot is simpler and doesn't need the extra work, so there's just the general editing.

Then comes the time to let the story out in the world. I think I've found a pretty good equilibrium here too, I write for myself first and like what I do. The level of execution varies as it does with anything, but you just have to let go of things even though they're not perfect, maybe the next one will be better. If other people like what I wrote it's great, I treasure every kudos and comment, and I honestly like talking about my stories and will probably have a lot of words in response to any question I get. But the reception of the stories is not something I hang my self-worth on. If it was I'd probably put more energy to promoting my work, try and figure out optimal posting times etc.:D

And of course, when one story is posted, there are a lot more waiting in the wings for me to start working on them. My current WIP and idea list has 23 stories on it, and it seems to steadily grow (last year in February the number was apparently 17...)
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Today's challenge is to rec three fanworks I created. We Finns tend to be bad at self-advertising, but we also have a saying that goes, who will raise the cat's tail if not the cat herself, so with that spirit, here goes. I decided to pick my favorite fics posted during each of the last three years.

For 2018: The Interval Between Reach and Grasp (Steve/Bucky, E, 52.4k)
Steve escapes from the Valkyrie and finds Bucky decades later. Written for the Captain America Big Bang 2018, featuring art by [archiveofourown.org profile] psifiend
This was my longest finished fic last year, and my first bang too, which was a lot of fun to do.

For 2017: These Are My Hands, This Is The World (Steve/Bucky, E, 128.3k)
Post-CACW with a lot of flashback, with Steve figuring himself out while Bucky's in ice, and Bucky having to do the same after he wakes up.
This was the easiest choice, because this is the fic I'm the proudest of (so far, anyway). It was the most ambitious writing effort I've taken, and I managed it. This one has a heartwarming bookmarks (incuding private) to kudos ratio of 1 to 2 (waaaay higher than for any of my other works).

For 2016: Learning to Make Fire and Painfully and With Wonder (Steve/Bucky, E, total 27.2k)
Post-CACW when everything is sorted out, Steve and Bucky make lives in New York.
Okay that was two, but they're companions, I first wrote a story for Steve and had to do one for Bucky after.

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Today's challenge is to share a favorite piece of canon and explain why I like it. I'll talk of two, one piece of canon that's also a major fandom for me, and another where I'm completely satisfied with the canon and don't need anything more.

First I'll go with the obvious one, which is the point where I got properly invested in MCU. I'd seen the previous movies, but it was Captain America: The First Avenger that dragged me in.

In the commentary track (which is very enjoyable btw) they say that it was absolutely crucial to get the early part of the movie right, that we needed to care about Steve Rogers before Captain America, and they did it really well. I was completely rooting for him from the start, but the moment that really did it for me was the flagpole scene. Before it we've already seen his heart and his determination, his will to do what he considers right and the lack of concern of the cost for himself, but that scene adds another dimension to him. It shows us that even when he's arguably more tired than everyone else, he's still thinking, still able to find a way to complete the task, and also his willingness to disregard orders when it's important. That was the moment when I decided he was my favorite and that I was completely hooked.

Moving forward in the movie, there are other great scenes, especially the one with Steve and Dr Erskine the night before the procedure discussing why Steve was chosen. It's the heart of the movie, heart of the whole concept of Captain America, and I love it a lot. Then, somewhat later came the "oh no, this'll be serious" realization for me, which was of course Steve going AWOL and later the "No, not without you" moment. I'm weak for depictions of people that are simply the most important people in each other's lives, regardless of the particulars of the relationship. At that point there was no getting out of it, and now here I am.

The other one is a book for which I haven't even looked if there is fandom, because I was just happy with it as it was; William Gibson's Zero History. I've read all of Gibson's books so far (and I'm impatiently waiting for Agency), and for me he found a new gear with what we call Blue Ant trilogy (I don't think it has an official trilogy name), of which Zero History is the last part. I like all three books a lot, but especially this one just hit me right in the center, with the character of Hollis Henry, with the ennui and seeking of purpose she's going through, with her friendship with Heidi, with the romance with Garreth, as well as the mystery plot and the mastery of the background concept. I've read it several times, always enjoying it, and I'm completely satisfied with it as is.


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Today's challenge is to rec at least three fanworks I didn't create, and I'm going to go with the low effort route with this, since I already do regular fic recs.

Here on DW they're in the tag weekly fic rec, I add a new one every Saturday. They're currently same as on my tumblr, although I've done the recs for far longer there, so more fics!

And for bonus, in my tumblr favorite tag is filled with all kinds of lovely content, from fanart to vids to gifsets. It's not comprehensive, because I forget to use it, but there's quite a bit.

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I'll see how this goes, it seems fun. I'm not going to take any pressure and will skip the challenges that'll take more time than I can spare. I was very busy in December, and while I'm less so now in January, I'm kind of recovering and feeling a bit listless. This'll help me actually do something other than just stare at the void of Internet:D

The theme of day 1 is a happy place, somewhere that gives me joy, calms me down, or keeps me sane, and it is kind of two fold thing for me. First, it's my home. I like spending time at home, and while my apartment isn't perfect by any means (I'm looking for a new one actually), it's still a place where I'm content and comfortable, and where I spend a significant amount of time. I write mostly at home, I read here, I hang out with my friends, I do yoga (I've found out that the more I cut the tangential effort, the more likely I'm to do exercise, hence youtube yoga at home) etc.

Secondly, almost anywhere can be a happy place for me, it just needs a right atmosphere, it needs to help me to achieve a certain kind of calmness. It can be the city at night or in the rain, it can be a forest trail, it can be a park, it can be a train. Somewhere I can look out to the open sea always works, it's like rebooting my brain.

That was it for today, we'll see how many others I'll do. Below is a link if you want to take part in the challenge too:

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